5/1/2025:
i had a pretty nice day today!!
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today was pretty good for me!!

i did some laundry, cleaned my bedroom, as well as my bathroom!!

i actually kind of enjoy doing laundry, cleaning is actually pretty relaxing for me and always makes me feel pretty accomplished afterward. you wouldnt believe that since my room is pretty messy haha

i have $150 that i have no idea what to do with. i have a $50 amazon goft card and a %100 visa giftcard. i thought about spending it all on decorations for my room on amazon but i kinda want clothes too.

i dont really trust amazon clothes, at least none of the ones in the style i want. its rare to find actually good looking clothes on there in the first place, and even then they always have little to no reviews. the ones that do have reviews with photos never look entirely like the picture or they just look low quality. therefore, i never buy clothes from amazon.

then i considered aliexpress, theres a lot of super cute clothes on there but i kinda have the same preblem. the photos in the reviews either match the original perfectly (which is rare) or have like 3 reviews with no images.

i thought abt shein bc its cheap and fast but i dont really feel like supporting supposed child labor. shein clothes are either really good or very poor quality looking

i could just use the money on thrifting but i kinda want very specific items in very specific styles

decisions decisions....

my step-dad took me to pick-up some food for dinner, and on the way i saw a bunch of geese!! 3 adults, and 4 babies :3

when i was little, my grandmother used to take me to the college that my mother went to to feed the geese at the pond in front of the school. i've always loved animals soso much

i never really see baby geese outside in person, so it was super nice seeing them waddles along the sidewalk w their mama :3

i think the animal that i desire to see in person the most would be a buck, a male deer w the big horns.

i only ever see does around where i live, but ill keep going on my favorite trail to find one some day!!

i also finally completed a drawing for once!! well, kinda

i still need to render and add some details, but i'd just like to show off my progress so far!!

i'm not sure i've mention this character on my site yet, but this is my OC, Rosie Rebirth!!

shes a zombie, who doesnt really have a backstory yet. i've had this character since 6th grade when i first started getting confident in my art and creating my own characters. her design has gone through many changes over the years, but i think i'll this with this one for a while :3

i want to design more outfits more personalized to her, this one was based off of a jirai set i saw on pinterest, and i thought it was something she would totally wear

i've written 2 or 3 drafts for her backstory, but all of them sounded a bit stupid to me. shes been around for years and has little to no lore. literally a zombie with no cause of death...

i'll probably make an art blog and post more about my art and drawings there, and i plan to post all my rosie progress and stuff there!!!

sorry taht this blog was so much longer than normal, i had a lot to say...

thank u anyone who may have antually read this!! ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

4/28/2025:
today was usper nice and super sunny!!
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today i did my hair and makeup for the first time in forever, and went for a walk today!!

it was like 70deg out, and there was very few clouds in the sky! there were a little too many cars on my street for my liking, but people and cars are to be expected.

i really wanted to see some deer since they come out on my street a lot, but i didnt see any today :(

i did see a kitty at my neighbors house!! it was a black kitty with eyes that glared in the sun... he spooked me a bit hehe

it reminded me of my childhood cat, kitty boy! he was a black kitty that followed me everywhere as a kid. he died a long time ago, but i still think about him. he was like my little emotional support cat haha

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im glad i decided to go out today, the trees out side my house bloom these really pretty pink flowers in the spring and it always makes me happy to see them!!

4/27/2025:
redid the homepage!!

i am a man of my word, and have completely revamped the homepage!!

i decided to organize a few things, and even found a cool new widget!!

right under the picture of miyuki, it should tell what im currently listening to, or whatver the last song i listened to was!! i saw this on someone's site forever ago a couldnt remember which site it was for the life of me, so i just googled it. boom. simple github link at the top of the page lol.

i added all my favorite links, and even a new button of my own! remember that button i had for a while where u could barely read the text? i kinda got rid of that one. i right remake it someday, but i think i prefer the ones i have on the homepage currently.

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i think im gonna make a new status.cafe account. i may or may not have forgotten the password to my last one, and i havent made a new account since. i didnt really feel like waiting to be aproved again. good thing i have like 20 emails :3

4/25/2025:
thinking about redoing the homepage...

sometimes the homepage feels a little bit unorganized and all over the place...i feel like it needs a little bit of organization

i tried to organize and resize the navigation section but of course managed to ruin it and make almost the entire site unavailable for like an hour. this is why i hate the neocities file editor. notepad++ luver 4ever.

i get a bit jealous of those sites with an almost perfect color pallette, im not the best at color theory lmao

4/24/2025:
long time no see !!

hello!! realized i havent posted a blog in a while . .

life's actually been pretty good, ive been super happy lately!!!

i've kinda been a no-lifer lately tho . . . i havent really done much other than sleep and play games .

i got some stuff done around the house today, in my room, the kitchen, and actually just did a bit of laundry . i hate cleaning the kitchen , so im proud of myself for actually getting to it for once .

i started playing needy streamer overload and oldschool runescape during my time away from this blog, im pretty hooked on runescape and i've pretty much been playing all day haha. i havent played much of NSO yet so i havent gotten any endings, but im definitely gonna play tonight :3 i've wanted to play NSO for a long time and im excited to see which ending i get first!!!!

i dont really have much else to talk about . . . . i hope ur all doing well !!

3/30/2025:
finally got my eyebrow pierced !!

ive been wanting to get my eyebrow pierced for SO long and i finally got it done. im super happy w it !!

it honestly hurt less than my septum, which i kinda expected. getting my septum pierced was maybe one of the most PAINFUL physical experiences of my life. pain or no pain, im in love w both piercings

i got my right side done which i kinda regret, i feel like the left side would suit me better. i plan on getting both side done anyways, so it doesnt really matter

i was supposed to go to the mall as well, but my anxiety kinda got in the way...its okay tho, theres always another day !!

3/27/2025:
really wanna get my life together...

i havent been drawing or doing really anything i normally enjoy lately, i just havent had much energy. the only thing i honestly feel like doing is designing this site.

coding is a lot of fun, it helps me express myself in a fun and creative way. i love the freedom this site gives me and neocities has become a really comfortable place for me. i have so many plans as for what to do with the site!! id like to start drawing again and document my progress, i want to make pages dedicated to underrated video games i think need to be talked about more, i want to create something that perfectly encapsulates who and what i am

as for the art, i very much want to create characters and fun little anmations, but i get so stressed out whenever i actually draw. i cant draw legs or clothes to save my life but i think i just need to practice more. i mean, if i give up im not gonna get anywhere...

tonight i think im gonna practice some anatomy and how to draw shapes and body parts at different angles. the faces i draw are cute enough i think, my anatomy just needs some work haha.

i think im gonna get back to my shrines, i want each of them to be unique but i cant seem to come up more than like 3 layout styles... bye 4 now !!

3/18/2025:
TODAY IS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!

i didn't really feel like having an actual party, so me my mom and my sister r all gonna watch movies together and eat yummy snacks !! i dont get to see my sister much, but im glad i get to spend today with her :)

they both say they're willing to watch whatever movie i pick out, but i havent decided on anything...mainly because all of my favorite movies are pretty gory and im not sure either of them would be down to watch hostel haha.

i think we should watch Dark Night of the Scarecrow, one of my favoritest movies!! it's not really all that gory, and has a pretty lighthearted ending. i dont normally like paranormal stories, but i really love this film !

i think today will be a good day !! :3

later...

you ever watch a movie that you love around others and realise how kinda rediculous it actually is? yea...i dont think they liked my movie haha. it was one of those 80s films where the acting kinda sucks, but i honestly thought that gave it a sort of charm

i hope they liked it at least a little tho...

i havent done much today except work on the site, to be fair i hadnt really planned to do much else. im perfectly happy spending the rest of the night playing video games in my room hehe. i plan on playing a visual novel i downloaded from itch.io called Shut-In Vampire, i believe it's also a dating sim.

the artstyle really drew me in, and all the characters are super cute!! maybe ill post a review once i finish the game :)

3/17/2025:
first post!! yay !!

this page isnt really done yet so i apologise for how empty it is...but i think im getting somewhere!!!

tomorrow is my birthday, and im a bit scared. im turning 18, officially an adult. i still feel like a kid...but on the bright side, i can get a job in my state w out a permit now !! woohoo!! i plan to spend my first ever paycheck on clothes and plushies (shocker) and maybe even a few games :3