Saturday, Feb. 28th 2026: 10:28pm

my birthday is coming up soon, on the 18th of march.

im turning 19, the very last of my teenage years. im a little scared for reasons i dont understand or even know what they are, but i do think that in SOME cases, age is really just a number. it wont actually change anything about my life or who i am. im just another year older

i reinstalled winamp after like 3 years and im having so much fun with it. i dont have much space on my laptop which is why ive put it off for so long, but ive been listening to all of the music ive downloaded for the site on repeat, most of which being from Rune Factory 4, my favorite video game soundtrack ever!!!

right now, im using this super cute pink chobits skin from winamp skin museum. any sort of internet archival is right up my alley, i absulutely love any way that i can customize my laptop. i remember when i first discovered winamp and spend almost an hour downloading skins and music. ive only recently remembered how fun that is \(𖦹ˊ ᗜ ˋ𖦹)/

i've also been using this dark red and black chobits skin. it doesnt match my desktop wallpaper or any of my profiles anywhere, but its still fun and cool nonetheless