Saturday, Oct. 11, 2025: 6:59pm

currently feeling:

finally actually playing Needy Streamer Overload !!! i watched a few of ManlyBadassHero's vids on the game and loved what i saw, but ive finally found a totally legal way to get the game for myself !! (*≧ω≦*) i avoided all other videos/spoilers on the game just cus i want the true first hand experience hehe

i find that i relate to ame-chan in some ways, and im excited to see more of the character and more of the art/images in the game. i adore the pixel artstyle and how the whole game is like a cute little desktop!! its a very interesting concept and UI for a game n i look forward to the insanity that i expect to come :p

i really do want to make that other website, i want to make pages about Dexter and Saori Sato and other topics that are dark in nature but i feel like this is not the place for that...i feel like the themes i have planned are very very different to the theme of moeghost, and i guess i just want to keep my happier, lighthearted interests separate from my darker, more disturbing interests

Monday, Oct. 4, 2025: 2:58am

currently feeling:

ive been considering chamging the site around to have a more dark or gothic theme, but i've grown quite fond of the current homepage

i've also been thinkming about making a site on nekoweb. its a lot more aesthetically pleasing and i think its cool how u can customize ur site thumbnail. i havent done much exloring on there other than browing ppls sites, but i do think that the website itself is super cute !!

i think i'll just make a page on nekoweb with the gothic theme i mentioned before, as much as i love how soft and cute and pink moeghost is, id like a place to share my darker interests too

Saturday, Oct. 4, 2025: 12:06pm

i've been in a bit of an art block for a while...

one of the main reasons i wanted to make this account was to have a creative and customizable space to share my art with people, but i ended up getting too shy to share any of my work which in turn almost completely unmotivated me to create anything for a little while

i picked up my ipad and sketched something last night and i think it turned okay, id just like to watch some more tutorials or something to learn how to make my art look a little better. i still kinda hardly even understand color theory... ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

oh, by the way,i have a boyfriend now !! i've been able to get out more and i finally have someone in my real life to hang out with hehe (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ‹𝟹 for a long time, the only person i spoke to regularly was my best friend, but she lives in a different state and i've never been able to hang out with her in person. its nice to have a partner that treats me so well and also lives so close to me

i've been doing pretty okay lately, things are getting a little bit better :3

Thursday, Aug. 7th, 2025: 1:38am

i'm thinking of starting a youtube channel.

i've always loved morning routine videos and day in my life type things, so i've considered making videos like that, or maybe commentary just so i have n excuse to talk and share my opinions

maybe i'll make plushie or fashion reviews, or just post about my interests. i've always wanted to make a channel, i just never really knew what i'd do with one....

if i do decide to make one, i'll definitely let u all know :3

Monday, Aug. 4th, 2025: 11:01pm

had a decent day today :)

i took a nap in the middle of the day and woke up around 1:30pm. yes i consistantly manage to wakeup in the middle of the day.

i pretty much spent the whole day playing genshin and stardew, and managed to make some progress in one and struggle horribly in the latter...

the skull caverns in stardew valley are actually my arch freaking nemesis. i've spent like 10 in game days so far this playthrough (not including resets...) just getting to floor 50. but these past few real life days, ive been getting to at most floor 80. i always die when im makin the most progress smh.

in genshin, i got quite a few materials for characters i've been meaning to build. i got another of hu tao's boss drops and picked up some flowers and stuff from around the map.

i also made a campfire tonight!! i didnt make any hot dogs or smores this time, i kinda just sat and admired the silence of the outdoors at night.

i need to return my library books, i've been too lazy to walk all the way over to the library. as much as i love walking, its been a bit too warm for the 30 minute walk from my house. i've only read one of the books i checked out, and its pretty good so far.

Sunday, Aug. 3rd, 2025

finally revamped the blog. still changing things around as i write this...

my blog has always been one of my favorite parts of the site, i really enjoy giving little updates on my life and customizing the page based on my interests at the moment