Sunday, Nov. 2 2025: 5:34pm

currently feeling:

feling pretty embarrassed and insecure about the fact that i dont have much content on my site at the moment...

everyone shares all their cool games and drawings and music, but sometimes feel like my website has no purpose outside of being cute.

i dont have many projects to share, my mental health hasnt been the greatest for the past year or so and its caused me to be in a bit of a creative block. i do think that in the past few months my physical art style has developed a bit. i've been doin much more practice than trying to actually finish anything honestly. i've been practicing anatomy and clothing simultaneously, since i feel like they sort of go together a bit.

right now the only thing that excites me is web surfing and web design. i like the sound of my keys underneath my fingers when i type and the clicking sound of my mouse when i visit links and things. i love finding new fun sites and seeing how people express themselves and their art on the web. i love adding whatever image or font i want on my webpages, and i love that my website is entirely mine and fully customizable. i find that to be incredibly freeing. :3

i've got a lot of pages that are currently works in progress, so i've been trying to finish them while i still have a lot of free time. im finally able to start working soon, so i wont be able to spend all day at my laptop anymore 0-o. id like to re-do my art page, and share some of my finished pieces and maybe even some of my doodles :p id also like to make a page to show off my bedroom!! when i moved into this hous 2 years ago i finally had a chance to have a room that wasnt already filled with someone else's stuff, i was finally able to get furniture that matched better and i was even abled to paint my walls pink!!! （＾ω＾） ive managed to make it a pretty cozy space, ive got pretty lights and cute decor all over the place hehe

id also like to finish my shrines, but i dont know which one to do first!!!! i have so many ideas in mind, but im thinking about doing the lucky star shrine first. its absolutely my fav anime, its so simple and cute and light hearted and the artstyle n colors of the characters hair and uniforms is sort of perfect to me. i adore that show n all of its characters and im excited to to give them each their own space ^^

Friday, Oct. 31 2025: 9:55pm

currently feeling:

Happy Halloween Everypony!!!!

sadly, i didnt get to do anything Halloweeny this year, in a nutshell, life has just gotten in the way... i wouldve loved to go to a haunted house with my boyfriend or maybe go to a pumpkin patch, i cant remember the last time i properly celebrated my favorite holiday....

i didnt get a costume either, so i decided to just wear last years costume :3 Flutterbat!!! i dont have ears for it so i dont really look like Fluttershy at all, but the pink wig n black sparkly wings i wore for it still make me feel super cute hehe

this month was kinda sucky, hopefully November is nicer to me...

Saturday, Oct. 11, 2025: 6:59pm

currently feeling:

finally actually playing Needy Streamer Overload !!! i watched a few of ManlyBadassHero's vids on the game and loved what i saw, but ive finally found a totally legal way to get the game for myself !! (*≧ω≦*) i avoided all other videos/spoilers on the game just cus i want the true first hand experience hehe

i find that i relate to ame-chan in some ways, and im excited to see more of the character and more of the art/images in the game. i adore the pixel artstyle and how the whole game is like a cute little desktop!! its a very interesting concept and UI for a game n i look forward to the insanity that i expect to come :p

i really do want to make that other website, i want to make pages about Dexter and Saori Sato and other topics that are dark in nature but i feel like this is not the place for that...i feel like the themes i have planned are very very different to the theme of moeghost, and i guess i just want to keep my happier, lighthearted interests separate from my darker, more disturbing interests

Monday, Oct. 4, 2025: 2:58am

currently feeling:

ive been considering chamging the site around to have a more dark or gothic theme, but i've grown quite fond of the current homepage

i've also been thinkming about making a site on nekoweb. its a lot more aesthetically pleasing and i think its cool how u can customize ur site thumbnail. i havent done much exloring on there other than browing ppls sites, but i do think that the website itself is super cute !!

i think i'll just make a page on nekoweb with the gothic theme i mentioned before, as much as i love how soft and cute and pink moeghost is, id like a place to share my darker interests too

Saturday, Oct. 4, 2025: 12:06pm

i've been in a bit of an art block for a while...

one of the main reasons i wanted to make this account was to have a creative and customizable space to share my art with people, but i ended up getting too shy to share any of my work which in turn almost completely unmotivated me to create anything for a little while

i picked up my ipad and sketched something last night and i think it turned okay, id just like to watch some more tutorials or something to learn how to make my art look a little better. i still kinda hardly even understand color theory... ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

Thursday, Aug. 7th, 2025: 1:38am

i'm thinking of starting a youtube channel.

i've always loved morning routine videos and day in my life type things, so i've considered making videos like that, or maybe commentary just so i have n excuse to talk and share my opinions

maybe i'll make plushie or fashion reviews, or just post about my interests. i've always wanted to make a channel, i just never really knew what i'd do with one....

if i do decide to make one, i'll definitely let u all know :3

Monday, Aug. 4th, 2025: 11:01pm

had a decent day today :)

i took a nap in the middle of the day and woke up around 1:30pm. yes i consistantly manage to wakeup in the middle of the day.

i pretty much spent the whole day playing genshin and stardew, and managed to make some progress in one and struggle horribly in the latter...

the skull caverns in stardew valley are actually my arch freaking nemesis. i've spent like 10 in game days so far this playthrough (not including resets...) just getting to floor 50. but these past few real life days, ive been getting to at most floor 80. i always die when im makin the most progress smh.

in genshin, i got quite a few materials for characters i've been meaning to build. i got another of hu tao's boss drops and picked up some flowers and stuff from around the map.

i also made a campfire tonight!! i didnt make any hot dogs or smores this time, i kinda just sat and admired the silence of the outdoors at night.

i need to return my library books, i've been too lazy to walk all the way over to the library. as much as i love walking, its been a bit too warm for the 30 minute walk from my house. i've only read one of the books i checked out, and its pretty good so far.

Sunday, Aug. 3rd, 2025

finally revamped the blog. still changing things around as i write this...

my blog has always been one of my favorite parts of the site, i really enjoy giving little updates on my life and customizing the page based on my interests at the moment