hii! i go by a few different names so u can call me anything. im 17 and i love all things creepy-cute. i love cats, plushies, horror.

i absolutely love anything, cute, pink, frilly and girly. i also love anything dark, macarbe or morbid. i spend a lot of time in my room either gaming, sleeping, drawing or coloring. im very into all types of alternative fashion and its kinda hard to give my style a label

my style consists of black clothes, pink accessories (or vice versa), doc martens, black eyeshadow, and piercings. i take a lot of inspiration from j-fashion, tumblr aesthetics, and pastel goth styles. my bedroom is another way i like to express myself. i like to decorate it with mymelody decor, stickers, halloween decorations, cannibal corpse album covers, and just random things i like. this is basically my bedroom as a website.

my whole life i've always been the weird quiet girl whos a little off, and that's partially because im autistic, but i've also just never been much of a social person. as i got older i starting realizing i actually kinda missed having friends, but i never learned how to make any. socializing is hard for me and i end up embarrassing myself a lot. eventually i learned to find peace and comfort in my loneliness, and it doesnt bother me any more. i much prefer to be on my own

i really want to find others who like some of the same things i do, and i'm hoping having a place to share and talk about my interests can help me find them!

in a nutshell im a weird girl who likes weird things, i hope it was nice to meet me a little!

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Games: the sims, tomagotchi life, stardew valley, overwatch 2, destiny 2, honkai star rail

Bands: (my music taste is all over the place) cannibal corpse, hole, lifelover, darkthrone, fester witch, napalm death, pale saints, my bloody valentine, swallow, mazzy star, slowdive, alisons halo, pretty sick, alvvays, unter null, gorerotted, thy art is murder, + more!

Movies: final destination, the texas chainsaw massacre (1974), friday the 13th, hostel, braindead (1992), girl interrupted, the human centipede, night of the living dead, the craft, pearl, sleepaway camp

a lil backstory on me!

i've been using computers and the internet since i was maybe 5 or 6 years old, and it's basically been my lifeline ever since. believe it or not, my grandparents are the ones who got me into computers. my grandmother got me really into webkins as a little girl, beginning my obsession with computers, video games, and also plushie collecting. my grandfather was more into console gaming, and he and myself would spend hours playing crappy playstation games every night before bed (still one of my favorite passtimes.) its safe to say my grandparents made me who i am.

when i was 12 i discovered things like myspace and old-internet culture, and to little emo me that was like the best thing since sliced bread. i was bummed when i learned that myspace wasn't the same thing as it used to be and really disappointed in the modern minimalist internet style i'd always known, and started finding websites like spacehey and friendproject.

i spent a LOT of time on friendproject designing my layout and teaching myself to code, and eventually i wanted to design my own entire website. i eventually found neocities and actually had an active site for a while and had a lot of fun with it, but eventually got burnt out and kinda bored. long story short, that site is now sadly abandoned and here i am with a fresh new one!